I can't help that I easily fall in love and always have but my love has always been from far above, because the thought of being close to anyone and attached to anyone and one day dying and leaving anyone
(****) is just far to painful that's what scares me Its so ******* dreadful.

I don't like the feeling of being prisoned alone in my mind always being suspicious of losing something I die for that I care for, more then likely I won't settle down or stop moving around because I have no motivation that has been my only  limitation