I walk out to the bottom of the lake whispers and snaps under my more worn feet and high over my head huge cumulus creatures look down on me in their reflections as they creep by echoing the atmospheric wails so I smile facing heaven along the edge the wind blows an impatience into the heads of fall- budding trees a worried crowd
I am impatient too to open my lungs in a worldwide gasp to be then overpowered and brought to meekness neath a wave of the form of all things
parents told me there was an emptiness inside me. I thought yes, I can feel it now. They said jesus would fill it. When that didn't work I heard only love can fix it. but that only grew it now i'm left aching bigger