do u ever have
that one feeling

that one feeling
you hate

when your romeo
is thousands
of miles
away

or either when
the conversation you've been waiting for
with the person you love the most
and he just brushes you off? carelessly?

and when
you're just feeling down
you just need encouragement and a hug from him
he reads your text,
but doesn't reply?

doesn't it just **** you when
the person you're in love with
ignores you,
doesn't talk to you
for days? weeks? months?

don't you just hate the feeling?
that sinking feeling in your heart?
that heartache, not a physical disease,
but an emotional one?

yea.

i do.

but worse,

i have it right now.