.  I’m sorry, I’m the way that I am I let people walk all on me because I’m selfish and love  affection and love humans.   I'm sick, of people figuring out how easy it is to walk all over me, and become ruthless and I start to not even care if they're using me, because what is my worth in this world?  Nothing at all, I'm 1 in a trillion and a few broken hearts is nothing compared to crippling pain of living each day.