you’re the smell before rain you’re the blood in my veins. i miss you. simple as that. it feels like having broken wings isn’t as easy to get over as i though it would be. i remember when i was seven i always kept thinking of how would it feel if i loved someone? and how would it feel to lose the love ? i guess faires were right , i should be careful of what i wish for. such a painful spell i have casted upon myself , a cast me myself can never break or want to break. may i or may i not ask for someone to build a time machine. i’d leave the world and go back to you in between your arms and stop. and i’d stay their in between your arms my head on your chest, my hands in yours, ugh i’d never want it to change. such a beautiful unexplainable feeling no words could ever describe, when i got you i felt all wars came to an end, forgiveness took over the world at that moment. oh how much I wish this would come back, the feeling of love would never come back again, you took it all, no one after you could be loved as much as you. you live in me forever.