7 in the morning, mothers yelling never fails - blood stop sign, big yellow mobile full of youngins classroom chair, picking the dirt from under her nails - red hand moving slowly on the clocks - children alive, active, and about father not around to help put on her socks - ***** shoes with freshly showered feet - "nap time boys and girls, take off your sneakers" she panics to take off hers, starts to feel the heat- left shoe off then the right shoe- little kids point and laugh hard to breathe, her ivory face turns blue- silent darkness would be great at this time- a quick call to mom and dad and the usual no answer tears trickling down her cheek, quiet as a mime.-