Stumbling through this mess,
can't rid myself of the constant aching in my chest.
I never meant to do anyone harm.
Please just hold me close in your arms.
It's clear that i'm undeserving,
I try to move forward but nothing is working.
I finally figured out that i was doomed from the start.
Trying to fix my tainted heart.
Maybe my heart isn't the problem,
I think it's my mind.
Why can't i fix this?
I guess there's just not enough time.
The only thing that keeps me going is the hope for love.
But everyone's made it clear that i'll never be enough.
So why do i keep trying to pull through this pain?
Maybe it's the fact that deep down i know i have the strength to make a change.