This feels so wrong,
But I cannot control it,
I need new experiences perhaps,
This dream,
I have it every couple of weeks,
It use to be the faces of teen girls I did not know,
But now it is my friends,
I dream of kissing them,
and it seems the longer I put off this urge,
The more passionate the dreams get,
I can't get the images of kissing another girl off my mind,
The thought won't fade,
Maybe I'm just lonely,
But this urge has haunted me
even when life is busy,
Maybe this is real,
Maybe I'm not just into Men,
Maybe I'm into Women too.