saw you in my minds eye
blind to the times
of the dark skies flying
past you
faster than I could ask
what you were doing in my path
you turned around and
turned into a statue
I lost it right there
mind stopped, eyes locked
in a concrete stare
can't just leave this here
I've been running so fast
in odd shaped circles
off the beaten path
a long way from my past
transgressions, indiscretions
of varying proportion because
my view of reality is clouded
in distortion
and all I can do is apologize
profusely for the misuse of this
loose leaf, as I try to open my
eyes and see
I've been looking so long I forgot what I lost
caught in this fog of answers with no questions
it's hard to *****
the extent of this situation
filling thoughts of regret
overtaking my elation
let's continue this conversation
at the end of the world
lost whispers whistle of into
my imaginary world.