Here I am,
Split in two,
My heart can not decide.
My stupid head,
Is getting in the way,
Curse you over active mind.
Once filled with thoughts of only one,
Now I'm second guessing.
Perhaps it's the way it should be,
But why? What is the purpose?
He loves me so much, I know it hurts,
To tell the truth I feel the same way.
For him I would do anything,
But why is my heart going astray?
But HE makes me laugh, HE makes me feel beautiful,
Always making me blush.
It seems to me that like I like HIM
And perhaps HE likes me too.
So there is love,
With phantom pain.
And like,
With painful pleasure.
I love the way he says "I love you".
But I also long to hear those words from another.
An affair of the heart, how can this be?
I feel so dirty, so cruel!
But what is there for me to do?
I have not acted upon these emotions,
I have done nothing wrong.
How can you fix an affair of the heart?
If you find out please let me know.