i’d like to go and sit, sit very still.

i’d listen to nothing, but hear the wind, swallow the calm.

i’d sit for days.
i’d eat nothing.
drink nothing.
i’d see, breath and hear.

no movement-silence.

i’d contemplate life.

i’d see the world, all of it.
i’d meditate.
i’d drink in the finality and possibilities of.
i’d ask and answer all of my questions.

i’d argue with myself.
i’d agree.

i’d simply- be.

     i’d like to go and sit.

i’d be humbled again.
clean again.
free again.
gratuitous again- me again.

i’d see you again.
i’d expect nothing.
i’d know everything.

     i’d be happy again.

-Jenny Jen Cat