I knew you'd leave.... But staying was a selfish hope.... Thanks for my life back it reminded me.... Once upon a time "trust" meant false pretentions. .. Home never came with a clear address........ Blood is not what makes a brother..... Strange addictions now seem common ..... While most things never caused me discomfort..... Missing you is a reality I know I'll face..... While I stood in your presence and thought of the end... What I meant to say is " thank you for being my friend".........