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There is so much that I want to write Express how all of these occurrences affected me Put on paper the way this music has me feeling But each time I begin It all feels wrong I delete all the lines I had down Contemplating if lines of another sort would be good Wishing I had toxins to consume me Just as their lack of presence does Those who are here are not the ones I crave Just like I crave those pills again That terrifying sensation To fill my time just like years past But I know that I want to be here when they return Whether that be two days or two months So I leave that sensation in my past Dreaming of new ones that I want to experience With someone who is supposed to be back here with me soon I impatiently await for them to return On the edge of all my seats Waiting for the night I do not have to go back To this prison they call home But can be in his arms all night as my worries dissipate While poisons fill me As his presence soothes me

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