Every struggle comes with pain every tear you shed will eventually fade & become a memory you can't erase. I always tend to runaway and hide from this nightmare that keeps trapping me in. Can't escape im feeling suffocated In my own space. My heart just keeps beating faster and faster can't catch my breath. I feel so alone, sadness and anger is all I feel mixed emotions all coming in at once like an adrenalin that just kicked in im high off of the pain that im in. Can't take it nomore feeling like I'm losing myself im just stuck in my zone without an escape to leave from... !!!!!