Endless nights,
Remembering each torturous moment,
I remember when I loved each one,
That was before you tore my world apart
Repeatedly,
Was it fun?
While you sat and planned on the destruction of my heart
I sat and thought of our memories,
Meeting you I automatically knew how I'd love you,
You didn't care no matter how much I warned you,
I guess I needed the warning,
You were my best friend,
Now you're the lucky ******* who got to forget while sat and suffered remembering every moment,
You hugged me and for so long it made me scream,
Each part of me exhilarated while my hairs stood on edge,
Those memories once made me smile,
Once made me heart warm but now it only makes me ache
The first time we kissed
The rain drizzled around us,
I remember so clearly jumping back,
But what I remember even more is you moving closer to kiss me again,
You walked away soon after that day,
I remember how you called me a while after that,
Telling me you loved me,
What's changed?
Because this heart still feels the same,
You forgot?
I'll remind you,
You stopped loving me?
Then maybe you never did,
I'm still the girl you loved,
Your still the boy I loved,
So why ignore me,
Why run?
Your confusing me,
I'm regretting meeting you,
Even more I'm regretting loving you,
If I could I would take it back,
If only I could...