feeling like I'm at the bottom of the ocean floor
Sitting in sand and waves roll above me
Listening to crashing and clanging of water
Thinking that I am not where I should be

The present is a very strange place to be
You cannot look back or forward
Without overthinking or worrying
Why do we all struggle with this?

I wish I could breathe easier
And think more clearly
But one day I know it will happen
And all of the pain will be worth it