So torn,
So confused,
You no longer want me,
And I no longer wish to have you,
Yet still your memories roam my mind,
Haunting me,
Making me ache for the memories to become moments,
But I don't want to,
I don't wanna think about you,
I want to love someone new,
Someone who actually loves me,
Someone who won't break my heart so often,
I can't let go,
I want to,
But you still visit my dreams,
You still taught me,
Your ignorance makes me want you more,
But I don't want to,
I don't want to want you.