What is perfect? When you're finally the "real" you? A fake name you call yourself when you form to the world's pattern? All the lies congealing into the other. Perfect is the exact opposite of who you are. You are designed differently than any other living thing. You're not made to be fit in anyone's cookie cutter idea of perfect.
What is perfect? No one knows what perfect really is. We "solve" problems with people, money, spouses, fame... Why not throw in some more money, Maybe this time it will actually fix something. Well let me tell you a secret of life Money cant buy you everything or solve every problem. This life is a cycle of things determined to ****, for something, someone, anything.
What is perfect? If no one knows what perfect really is how can we ever know if we got it right? I think you have made a mistake.
Grow into who you really are Don't waste time trying to attempt perfectionism. You my friend are not perfect, because there is no such thing.