There's an awakening in my heart and...
   it feels so good,
      so right,
         so comfortable.

It's like it has always been there...
   festering,
      surfacing,
         growing.

Why now am I scared shitless...
   to let it overcome me?
      to let it consume me?
         to let it feed me?

Could it be because...
   it's too soon?
      it's too raw?
         it's too demanding?

Answers, please!