her innocence is soluble when dipped in expectations, her mirror; like the bottom of dinner plates, her wrists are tire marks on gravel roads, she sees not what we see but in what he sees is what she cares but who is he now? a riptide splitting face paint saturday nights, veins of toxins, staring at roadkill and streetlights and garbage hugging curb-sides mixed with dust days followed with headaches and remorse dying not I can see it in her eyes she’s only 16 MJB