I couldn't tell if I was sad, angry, relieved or just lonely. But what I did know is that I was lost. Lost in a world full of faces I didn't know and souls I could never capture. Days would fly by where I would wait for that one second of clarity, that one moment when my heart would stop, my mind would race and the breath would escape my lungs. That one moment where everything seemed to be ok. I didn't mind the heartache or the darkened patches of my mind because at least in that moment, I didn't feel the pain.  
                                                       (K R W)