Inside I remember the touch of your skin Inside I remember you lying next to me I guess I thought it was meant to be Oblivious to what everyone else could see All it took was for you to call my name Didn't understand I was just a pawn in your game Now I realise that I'll never be the same You've changed me in ways I can't explain
Inside I think of all the harsh words I said Inside I wonder if it still troubles you, at the back of your head I hope you're far away, moved on to new shores You've left me feeling like I've never done before I've asked for forgiveness, but only in my dreams My guilt overflowing, gushing in streams
One day maybe I'll let you see Just what's brewing inside of me Only then will I be set free