I'm awoke ? But everything has been feeling like a dream lately Or a nightmare that doesn't care if you know you're up in it I'm greedy ,and this might be whyΒ Β everything I love has little left after I'm done I'm sorry But even at the dinner table I haven't been using manners , I haven't been thanking god But god I've been thinking alot Why do I keep coming close to dying My biggest fear is being recarnated I'm afaird of death Showing me the ropes all over My skeleton has been hanging in the same tree as of October I'm waiting for my backbone to grow in again Or spine , anything I know people who pretend they still know how to stand People with feet that forgot how to pick there selves up I can't become another soul lost in a world full of them With bones so heavy gravity won't be the reason you suffocate this time