it's hard to just let it be.
it's hard to accept and move on.
it's hard to be doing well for so long
to have it all come crashing down at once.

I don't believe we suffer to learn a lesson
or appreciate our lives more.
sometimes
****** things just happen
and we have to find a way to heal.

I can make something beautiful out of this pain.
I can grow, I can move on.
I can't go back to how I was,
but I'll make it work.

I'll make it work.


(hopefully)