relief; tying her ---together, her heart, wrapped in white, and ---in blue, maybe a little pink. deciphering the truth through all these strings, half-knotted, half-tearing and half still thick with light. and ---glowing happiness, ---desire radiating through her letting the world know where her life will go in ten years or maybe fifteen. these two, these very few can touch ---and feel and let themselves care oh, they do, they do. lights decorating their eyes their clothes loose and ill-fitting. she doesnβt mind; he doesnβt mind. lungs swimming within her and letting out sighs, sighs of ---hidden relief buttery love and creamy ---forgiveness chloroform their necks