I'm not even sleepy or tired anymore But there is nothing for me to do while I'm awake My days are getting shorter Im sleeping every moment away I try to fill my day with activity Even simple ones But there is nothing for me to do Im ignored by everyone Or maybe just forgoten So communication is very rare When im not asleep Im in my bed Fallin asleep Everything has lost feeling Has lost meaning Im empty I would say my stomach dropped But it is not there I have forgoten how to act Outside of my room In front of people When a simple stranger says hello Im surprised My days are filled with nothingness And i have become the nothingness they are filled with