Spend 3 or more hours
To go to bed
Just to 'sleep it off'
Every ache in my head
Is not what i need
But it is all i can get
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 9:02 PM UTC
When you know something will ruin your day
But curiosity gets the best of you
So you do it anyways
And now youre just a dead cat
Nov 23, 2015
Nov 23, 2015 at 7:16 AM UTC
I would **** myself for you
And apparently
You would **** me for yourself too
Oct 22, 2015
Oct 22, 2015 at 3:52 PM UTC
I said hello for a reason
I said yes for a reason
I said no for a reason
I said goodbye for a reason
Oct 10, 2015
Oct 10, 2015 at 10:38 PM UTC
I had pulled you to the top
I scraped my knees and burried my hands
You sore above
While my wings were your guide
I opened you up into my world
Let you hold the gold
In times dueing
It turned to dust
But you covered it up
With a smile and lust
And the only reason i find this out
Is because you blow the dust
Stright into my mouth
I dont give you the satisfactory of seeing me choke
But on the inside i cant breath
And you will never know
My world around slowly cumbles
And you walk out the door
I vist the world of others
To help rebuild my own
But i feel like all their gold i touch
Turns to dust
And that i am the burdan weight apon their shoulder
So i return back to where i belong
I scrape my knees
And bury my hands
In a place that used to made of gold
Now covered in dust
And alone
...
But atleast
You're at the top of this world
Thats my boy
Oct 7, 2015
Oct 7, 2015 at 8:34 AM UTC
I would sing so many people to sleep
And now i lay awake
Quite
And alone
Aug 17, 2015
Aug 17, 2015 at 12:25 AM UTC
I'm not even sleepy or tired anymore
But there is nothing for me to do while I'm awake
My days are getting shorter
Im sleeping every moment away
I try to fill my day with activity
Even simple ones
But there is nothing for me to do
Im ignored by everyone
Or maybe just forgoten
So communication is very rare
When im not asleep
Im in my bed
Fallin asleep
Everything has lost feeling
Has lost meaning
Im empty
I would say my stomach dropped
But it is not there
I have forgoten how to act
Outside of my room
In front of people
When a simple stranger says hello
Im surprised
My days are filled with nothingness
And i have become the nothingness they are filled with
Aug 15, 2015
Aug 15, 2015 at 11:11 PM UTC
I didnt know what to do
I felt like a part of me was so lost in the past
that letting go of myself as a whole made sense
slowly
bit by bit
I began to strip apart who I was
and what I was doing
until it all fell far behind me
and so far down the line
I missed too much of what I had let go
but the bits of myself that I had striped
lead so far into the past
I was scared to go back and pick up the parts
but I had to
and I had to reface so many things
that I didnt want to face once around
but as I went back
I only had to pick up the parts of myself that i wanted
but now I have to race back into present time
and parts of me are dropping
I cant keep up
but that wont stop me from trying
Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 1:19 AM UTC
I asked her the other day
Then waited two days for today
She said at one or two she would come
My hair was done
But not that great
I am dressed
But not that pretty
I had my bag packed
With money to spend
Only on her
I had a gleam in my eyes
Smile from my lips
One rolled around
And two has left
Oh she tells me to wait till three
Im trying to i will
Wanting things to work
But she would never fall for a pathetic loser like me
I just sit and wait
Till three
Apr 3, 2015
Apr 3, 2015 at 2:03 PM UTC
My stomach turned upside down
and inside and out
It felt like toxins
but in a good way
see I burnt away a layer of my skin
it was itching me
it was dry
it made me fell disgusting
I looked at myself and all I could see was this skin
looked like it was dipped in toxic
But a cure came around
it came in bunches
or a single pack
its sizes ranged from big to small
the cure surrounded me
it held me tight
it kept telling me to let the skin go
but I didn't know who I was with out it
But the cure showed me who I was with it
and as I let the toxic skin fall
I felt toxins in the air
it was clean
it was fresh
and I was unaware
this was what it was like
to be free
Mar 19, 2015
Mar 19, 2015 at 7:50 PM UTC