The minor elation from my temporary situation

makes it all go away

if only for a few days

I can’t help my vivid imagination

from leading me astray

It’s been a long time coming

this ruse I’ve been running

I only have to fool myself

but it’s only so long before i figure it out

this can’t be good for my health

depression is a great weight loss program

but is it just a sham

am i really sad or am i just lonely

still i seek for someone to make me feel *****

like i said, it’s been a long time coming

it’s still not here yet