I'm so tired I keep stumbling over my feet Much like the words on my tongue getting caught in my teeth But if you were to kiss me now you might understand You have no season nothing to govern your insides Consistency is not a law in your mind and its twisting your bones Somehow I find myself here again covered in someone else's blood At least thats the way that I remember it But I guess I'll never be sure of anything when I can't trust my own perception The corner of my eye has become your favorite haunt But I don't mind I enjoy your silent company I've been avoiding sleep like the plague just in case there's a reason Supposedly there is a chance that I'm in critical condition And if I had to guess I would say they're probably right Its just been so long since I've seen you smile No number of miles could carry too high a price I just don't know what you want so I'll sit quietly and wait The thought of pushing you away breaks my heart In patterns you can't find in shattered glass or broken bones I would know I've had my fair share of bad luck and frail redemption You've contorted everything and it makes it hard to see If only I could take your hands and whisper in your ear Then maybe you would stop trembling Maybe you could see far enough to see the sky Its only so dark because its time for you to rest and tend to your wounds My eyes may deceive me often but I don't see any clouds for miles All I see are the stars that used to make up my favorite constellation *~W.C.