I want your gaps and fractures
and the daylight of your smile I want
to hold your hand in restaurants
your tears falling past midnight and
I want your insecurities and all
your hopes and fears; and I want
dinner with our families and
Christmas every year; I want
your awful driving, reckless laughter,
and the helpless way you dress;
I want to make you breakfast and
I even want the awkward *** I want; I want
you here again with all our flaws
and broken parts I want to have you
next to me and feel your heart
against my heart. I want to buy you
jewellery, and lunch, and everything
that could come next; I want you, darling,
all of you, I want to have to get you back.