they say my depression is genetic
so what am I fighting for
when I am told that their will always be days after days
after years after years that I will still wake up in hell
funny how I have fell so hard
only to look up and realizing I have started falling more
I am tired of fighting
with all of my mighting
smiting all of the demands my genetics has given me

the say my depression is genetic
so why am I fighting
I just want to die
I just want to lie  down
and close my eyes

they say my depressions genetic
so I am  left wondering
why I am still fighting
why I am still lying here on my bed
the demands that run through my head
to take me tonight

they tell me my depression is genetic
that the demands have been lead to me by my genetics
They pop me all kinds of antidepressants when nothing seems to work
my dopamine levels are running low
but they can't seem to fix it
and tell me that it is all genetic
and that it is not my fault
because it is genetic
they still tell me though
that it will get better
even though every day is harder than the last
they still tell me it will get better
that is just genetic
genetic
genetic
genetic