how to circumnavigate the gap
the fall to opaque occupations
the chaos in deciphering what is our purpose
explorers we claim to be
yet to what spectrum of dancing feat
and which connection to tie in a knot
or to severe to never breathe life again
remorse can dig deep
regret will splice my knees
so that it will be impossible to walk
my eyes become scrutiny
feeding the voice registered in my head
how we are all of one
sublime complicated dimensions
toppling on lust and affection  
lost to feverish games
it all winds so I can't swallow
and at the end of the day
the wiring to my skull gone haywire
how can I ever channel everything inside of me
yearning for things that may never be
just keep on doing what
I know to do,
and someday,
just maybe
my feet will ground
and hinge my fragile spine