I take the long way home novelty keeps wearing off I am so tired strange, I thought I was always conserving energy by being asleep twenty-four-seven days keep colliding into one another I get lost and fall and fall mostly it is overwhelming and then sometimes it is underwhelming every minute (or every second?) very “what is going on” another “if a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?” crisis carpe diem seize the day come on, seize the day my aunt told me bad children have awful curly hair I would know someone call the senior pastor good riddance gracia gracia just be constant can you stay in one form just one form at a time people shake their heads I am looking but not seeing hearing but not listening all the time, I say all the time my mind flickers then fails I fail to draw the line I don’t have a ruler so the line wavers the line doesn’t deserve to be drawn here just take the pencil I’ll hold on to the eraser just to erase every ****** mistake and maybe myself we have no ruler with shaky hands draw the crooked line it looks like the road I often travel