sometimes I don't know what to say
sometimes, there is nothing to say
I let the silence breathe
I let the connection seep
into those gaping wounds
inflicted soon to heal
keep a close eye
keep two toes in line
sometimes its hard
to be soft
yet to be strong
to be confident
yet terrified
of what will become
sometimes, I lose myself
sometimes, I lose the words to say
maybe even my own thoughts
whatever in a spinning galaxy
of starry relays