I'm so sorry that I'm so clingy
I'm so sorry that I can't let go
But there is no way you could ever actually know
Just how I feel about this
Or you
Or anything
And every time you disappear I have to get used to being okay again
And then you come back
Expecting things to be totally fine like it was then
But every time you come back I realize how much I missed you
And how bad I am at letting go
This needs to stop
But you just don't know.