I lay here
I'm sad
I hate you
You know I do
You know why
I'm lonely again
Just like you said I would be
You were right
What can I do
I suppose I'm just a ****
All those words dipped in honey meant nothing
I knew they didn't
I know they don't
But they tasted sweet on my dry lips
Sometimes I wish I could taste again
Just a little
But what good is that
I hate you
You know I do
I'm alone in a field of sound
It doesn't matter
There is no one I value
There is no one who values me
You were right
I'm bored and lonely again