Everywhere I look I see sky darts flying.
Zooming noisily over my head.
Reminding me.
Matter of factly.
They don't care.
Escaping the rat race.
They couldn't care less.
That you left.
How could you desert me?
How dare you go off to be free.
One of life's adventures.
Nothing ventured.
Nothing gained.
How dare you?

How dare I have the audacity to cry?
How dare I?
Emptiness is just a state of mind.
I find myself sobbing again.
Sleep didn't work.
Work was heaven.
The perfect forget me not.
I'm ******* with family stuff.
Have a great life.
I'm feeling it tough.
At least I shan't be drowning on the bathroom floor anymore.
That's a bonus.
Mum x