I wish I loved you less.
That you weren't burned in my heart....
You are the only thing I can't say no to..
I'm drowning here in us...
I felt fear today...
Intense fear, heart pounding flight inducing fear...
If I'd loved you less it wouldn't have been felt. .. but then again I wouldn't have been there...
And maybe I can't live like this...
Then I remembered living without you....
And my heart clenches...
I need to learn to love you less...
Before I lose myself. ..

E.J.M.