I used to know you through more than our fiber optic nothings: As wild hair and ****** knees, a moleskin and a fountain pen, A teeming scowl and harrowing slur of a laugh, seeing every word spoken. As children on the cusp of something in the stick of June, I knew you— Strong and blinding, you reside in a dark and colorful maze. Lost or found, I imagine that you are sending cigarette smoke signals Wafting up, indistinguishable through the city smog, Out the window of an apartment in which you do not reside Or snaking through the metro, slouched over in a grey haze, unaware That you can still stand taller than the rest of us.