We'll speak these words like sadness doesn't drip from every one of them. We'll put on this act like everything is just fine while our hearts hurt in our chests. We're going to hold on to what is available even though it's like gripping razor blades while we dangle over a black hole. If we let go, we're going to fall into the abyss, so we might as well stay with our bleeding hands. And we will not mention the every-so-often feelings that will wash over us with yearning and impossible want, because what's the point in saying it out loud? It only kills me a little each time when I swallow the truth. What a small price to pay.