I don't know what love is and I don't know if love is real but I do know that the only things I regret in life are not looking back when I walked away from you and not kissing you or showing you how much I cared. I regret letting myself leave and I regret not being there for you when you needed me the most and I regret not noticing the signs that you weren't doing so well. I don't know what love is and I don't know if love is real, but all of my 3am thoughts are based around you and I wish I'd done more to keep you around and if this is what love then you can count me out.