Sleep snapped its fingers all night, but refused for a moment to alight. Snichy-snatchy promises made, but not meant and not kept. Awareness - a balloon pushing the head into grotesque shapes thin enough to see through, too flexible to squeeze away... the riots of thought and remembrance.
4:00 AM Ugly time, when reality is caught in the headlight glare of reason; refuses to be molded into something rounded and melded. Something less likely to flense our minds.