it's tuesday again, and the clouds are rolling in, and the boss wants his paperwork, and the cat left a hairball on my pillow, and the car's making a funny noise, and the gas bill is due, and the trash has to go out, and my friend cancelled our appointment, and i want to go on a date or something, and i didn't get to finish my coffee, and my ankle hurts, and today just ***** because there are a million things wrong with it and only a few of them are my fault but i have to deal with them anyway and why can't i just relax and get through this day, go home and have a drink and sit on the porch watching when the rain finally hits - and then i see her, and i know that what she's going through is so much worse than these petty things, and she smiles through it. so i smile, too. on a tuesday, as the clouds are rolling in.