The battle remained in my head
The fight between my heart and mind...
Although time has passed
The fear and comfort I cannot mask
But why, why must this be so true
To love, to want, the need for you
My heart and mind remained so torn...
I can't, I can't no more
I can't get back what we almost had
I will never know if I made you sad
You are gone, and moved on
But my heart and mind remained so torn...
Time just ceased on my clock
Although my struggle had never stopped...
You couldn't wait but that's ok
You needed to live and love someday
I think of you, and imagine the what if's
I understand your happiness
Accept now my lips long for your kiss
Oh why oh why did my heart and mind remain so torn?
I'm hurting inside because I couldn't deside
I was afraid, I had to run and hide
The choices I couldn't make
Now my heart is on a stake
Because you couldn't wait....