here it goes...

this is a poem
that no one knows
of what i speak

my life it disintegrates

falls down to my feet
i try harder everyday
than most can say

yet nothing works
they flip on me

and if i could explain
my troubled brain
I would exclaim...
this is the nature of me

I would exclaim...
because all i have to say is...

please don't go away
and no one wants to hear that out of me

but it comes out as the opposite
the chemicals' embrace

and you take it the wrong way...
and i say it to your face (unfortunately)

and although you might say hey...
hes self aware...

his long hair hides his face!

I would have to tell you to retrace...
because this poem is a true story
and I'm a fool to the world...
or so they say

there's nothing to worry about here
my demons every seconds wake
and they haunt me so
I must escape

decisions decisions... they cloud my brain
to make the wrong ones and go insane

debate debate

arguing fate

a misunderstanding
have you no shame?

to leave me alone
when my hours are years
and my years are merely days...
how much more of this can i take?

what no one knows
is that failure...
is my fate

this condition isnt me...
im trapped in a cage
life is the crazy one
and I

I can't complain...
no really I CAN'T
every second is my last

or so it may