jump to attention at the hint of love and go to war with what it gives.
destroy your life until fate forces you to fix it, then on a good day set out to destroy your mind.
love birds and make mercy kills on moths before inserting a bug in your ear to make your motions for you.
learn a new language to speak to someone beautiful just to tell them you have a disease and will remain celibate forever.
give your time and commitment to a friend with a crippled body and a broken soul to try to teach them how to walk again, then tire of them and everyone with their crutches leaning next to your bed.
sternly avoid involving yourself in the harming of any living thing until you realize that your life is a form of destruction whos only pure function of peace was to allow you the time to conclude that; for your heart to be whole your body must be the thing you destroy.
everything that can be done is an action geared towards the event of leaving everything.