You left me here to decay
I took it the usual way...
broke down with angst and dismay

nevertheless

I've learned the errors of my ways
you taught me great
to never settle for less
or rather

overcompensate

so I'm picking up my life
from the worse of my days
I had forgotten reality
persuaded by your haze


my excuse was that I enjoyed being used
a denial of my faith

you confused my morals
manipulated my nature
made it hard for me to relate

blasted unarguable fate

so while I'm stuck in the present
I am obliged to say
that I have nothing to be sorry over
you were always my priority A

and now I'm reorganizing.