Should I text you first

So that you'll notice me?

Should I talk to you first

So that I would know how bad your day is?

Should I call you now

So that I could hear your voice?

Should I tell to you that I miss you

Even though you don't care?

Should I still listen to song that reminds me of me of you

Even though it hurts?

Should I invite you in parties

So that I could spend my day with you?

Should I still laugh

Even at your stupid jokes?

Should I still write poems about you

Even though you don't deserve it?

Should I blame myself for not telling these

Until it's too late?

Should I let myself

Seeing you happy with someone else?

Should I blame myself for being sad

Because you're now deeply madly inlove with someone else?

Should I forgot your name

When your friends tell me something about us

Should I blame myself

for not knowing that we had the same feelings before?

Should I blame myself because if I tell these to you,

There's you and me at the end?

Should I just accept the fact

That there's no more 'us'

Or should I still hold to the idea that

There's hope on us?