I guess it's easier to put it into a four letter word but it still doesn't hold the same. I hated you for a short time and now I just want you to understand what you've done and how much it affects others. You live your life pleasing yourself and feeling bad for yourself and using others for your pleasure and I, in the time I've known you, ever seen you truly care for another past what they could do for you. Sure, you're good at pretending, but as soon as someone stops doing what you want, they don't matter to you any more. And that's what I've become. - I was a temporary masturbatory aid that you pretended to lay feelings in until I became a real person to you.