You see This isn't who I wanted to be It seems that these dreams We're never supposed to become reality For they have become nightmares Naturally Many dreams died So I buried them under that old willow tree Where we used to swing From its low hanging eaves We wrote down What we wanted on dried leaves And sent them off With rituals of campfire stories And collected fireflies I think we knew that what we had written Would never happen But I didn't know that they would become this beast Hanging on to me As if those things that I didn't succeed Are ghosts haunting that old building We threw stones at The one with the old hag That though never seen Was as threatening as the boogeyman It seems that childhood held promises of an infinity Yet now gone are the sunsets and fantasies Replaced be these nightmarish realities